the happy wanderer

Not that I’d benefit in the worldly sense. But Good in YOUR eyes.

Wake up, shower.

Make up, devour.

haha jk. i thought it was cool how my entry could’ve rhymed and sounded lyrical, but anyway. I did wake up, and I did shower. And I did put on my eye-liner. Walked across the intersection to get a toasted, buttered, cinnamon raisin bagel and Black Tea.

QT. then I’m off to class, work, Starbucks to study, and back in the comforts of my little home.

Life is wonderful.

i’m so conflicted. wordly desires.. laziness… unnecessary indulgence, comfort, luxury… i keep wanting it all. and yet at the back of my mind i’m saying.. where did my discipline go? (if i ever had any) where’s my conviction? (if i was ever so convinced) …where’s the obedience?! the Love, the passion?! did i ever truly let any of this consume me? where’s God in my life. lukewarm lukewarm lukewarm. story of my life.

(how do i flip photos for wordpress?)

i love it.

the thundering i used to hate. but now i like. the rain, the greyness (it’s not a depressing grey) the relentless rain~ and then before you know it. it all ceases. and the sun peaks out.. and then it’s clear skies, wet grass, and all of it is so great

Listening to Come Fly With Me by Frank Sinatra while watching the rain pourrrr against my window, is wonderful.

now… off to clean my room…..