the happy wanderer

i really like this picture (sg 07-08)

Florida beaches.. senior year… freedom~

VBS. mehehheh litto boys are a handful

GGGRRRAWWRRR

i really like this one too.

RANDOM, STINKY IM CONVO WITH MY BRADDUH.

the end a bit vulgar? yea.. this is how we are. lol

12/3/08, 9:49 PM
Paula: i think the guy next to me just fated
*farted
in the library
but no one looked up
but i swear it was pretty loud
wtheck

Eugene: damn

Paula: i know
these kids are really hardcore studying
or… im just crazy

Eugene: was it a baekin or hukeen

Paula: it was a korean LOL

Eugene: daaamn
kimchee scent

Paula: every person iaround me’s asian

Eugene: Ah~

Paula: no joke

Eugene: damn
u got a kimchee fart orchestra

Paula: the whole library’s always like 80% asian
hahahaha

Eugene: play some beethoven in that bitch
cant get nerdier than that

Paula: lol stoppppp
LOLOLLL
omg im like stifling my laughs ahahahha
the girl in front of me just like smirked at me LOL
ah.. they must think im crazy
and what’s funnier is that
the guy who farted
he’s either chatting or sometign as well

and he’s cracking up and typing furiously too LOL

Eugene: tell that nigga he aint got no rights right now
he not allowed to laugh bout his own farts

Paula: haahaha

Eugene: for real
didnt even say excuse me

Paula: lol im trying so hard to not burst out

Eugene: dirty koreans

Paula: lollllllll

Eugene: probably got kokchu garu in his ddongku tuhl
speckled ddongku
cuttin cheese with kochu gari
wonder what dat smell like
kimchee cheese
?
i’d eat that in a sandwich
9:55 PM
Paula: LOLLLLL
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
so my friend came by
she’s taking a break
and i had her read the conversation
LOLOLL
sigh
wheww im crying lol
Eugene: wuh she say
ask her whats the funniest part
i’ll write it on a paper and put it in a bottle, fart in it, cap it and mail it

Paula: …..LOL
ok too much

Eugene: nah for real
i wanna know what parts the best

Paula: im gonna put this in my blog
PAHAHHA

past is past. i’ve been living in teh past ever since 7th grade. When I was in NY I wanted to go back to my atlanta childhood days. When I was in Atlanta, I was so absorbed about all the hardships I went through in NY that I was letting my pessimistic mentality take over. In California, in college I could’ve forgotten all of the past (not completely, but let it be the past) but no, I let it consume my behavior and thoughts once again. And I realize it’s like an anchor holding me back… I need to move on Enjoy life as it is. Enjoy college. Enjoy new relationships. Enjoy new opportunities… stop making excuses for things not working out.

and.. with that i wanna push myself out of the constant tight bubbles i immerse myself in. Different people. Different experiences. Work Berkeley, juice college, for what it is. I guess this’ll have to start next semester though lol… finals.. sigh