the happy wanderer

Functioning off of the temporary energy of coffee..

Mentally tired.. but not by too much. I don’t necessarily study that hard… I’m actually studying now. Before, it was just a front.. Of course, the level I’m at now is actually probably the norm for kids here.

Emotionally wavering… trying to be joyful in most circumstances. but even that’s starting to wear off. And as if I’ve been on an artificial high.. I feel like I’m going to crash soon… but no, I have to keep myself from falling.. Smile. Smile… Smile. Trying to keep others from crashing.. others from falling.. from unnecessarily stressing themselves out.. I lost track of myself slippin’.. (Keyword: emotional. Not spiritual.) ENFJ’s.. wait no.. that’s not entirely correct. I’m making myself sound like some overly self-less compassionate person lol 

[Passing over Lexington Ave. 57th St. .. it was a normal Saturday afternoon... where were all the pedstrians?]

Missing mommy more and more.. obba too. And abba.. 

but– the assurance of always being watched over, being guided…

[i still don't know how to post a picture upright..]